The awkward moment when I’m being an angsty teen and I blast my music and the vibrations into my ear make me dizzy. Sigh.
Well… If this doesn’t suck then I don’t know what does… You dug yourself a grave and now it’s time to go inside and shoot yourself. That’s about it. Those are all the choices you have left.
A doubt only leads to trouble.
take your time with broken me,
be tender, don’t go.
Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)
It’s really vitally important to me the way women are portrayed. As someone who has always felt at times pretty genderless because of my size, it interests me to challenge ideas of prejudice and femininity and what it is to be a woman. It’s still something that I don’t have all the answers for but I would like to make a bit of a difference; do something, anything, that causes people to have more sense of equality….
Imagine; I used to have really long blonde hair, always wearing heels, lots of make-up. I had been someone who was highly feminised and had chosen to look that way, partly because I was 6ft 3in but also I was into that aesthetic. I knew it had to be stripped away. I knew this would be an important part not just for my work but in terms of my own development, because I would be confronting elements of myself that I didn’t want to confront. It was actor’s vanity and personal vanity. To see yourself displayed as unattractive, large, masculine, it’s quite tough… But I know it’s just perspective. A social conditioning that causes us to view these traits in a woman in a negative way, but it’s still hard to watch myself even now. (x)
Things will never be the same, it will never be how they were once, but you can appreciate what you have left. Just because it’s not perfect, doesn’t mean it’s not good. There are some things where settling is acceptable. You can’t fix everything. You’re still as stubborn as always. Just let it go.
I need more dreams and less life.